Today was a tough day. I had a little crying sesh. I realize I am WAY TOO HARD ON MYSELF.
I'm sure some of you can relate.
I don't have to be a martyr, just a mommy.
But somehow I think that the house must be spotless, baby laughing, and a healthy organic meal on the table every night.
Who am I kidding?! Myself obviously!!
Sometimes I forget to ask for help.
I think that if I ask for help I show my weakness and therefore I am now on the table to be judged. I know that's not really the case.
I've totally exhausted myself. I guess the holidays took more toll on my spirit than my weight ;).
I missed being around my mommy friends and unfortunately once I was around them, I failed to show kindness through my pain.
It's so humbling to hear people forgive you when you feel undeserving.
I feel like I have to be the BEST at everything! I Hate this about me. I HATE That I compare myself to everyone. Just when you think you are doing great, BAM, you walk into a wall and get a reality check.
I need to just give myself a break. I need to let go of my perfectionist ways and really let God do the rest. I need to stop trying to be in control.
After writing all this, I already feel better. I am so grateful to have friends that can check ya when your just not yourself.
Tonight our family added another resolution: Don't sweat the small stuff.
So appropriate!! ;)
Thank you for reading and letting me share my heart ;)